pre-post titlu

nu sunt ghidaj, nu sunt pe post d-educatoare, imi spunea-ntr-o zi o planta oarecare. dau doar directii la ce e-n tine deja-n functionare. deschide bine felinare, priveste la ce ai si spune cand e prea devreme, fratioare. dati seama cum iti formezi echipa si uit-odata a ta stagnare. intarzierea in proiect se cheama noul defect, si ca efect la intamplare, cauti cu cognitivul, lasa intuitivu-n programare, da-i voie si-asculta cuvantul Lui in a ta manifestare. e-atat de simplu sa stii tot timpul cum si incotro s-o iei si cat de mult alcool sa bei, sopteste apa-supapa, dupa ce-am baut-o cu vadra, cu cana, luminandu-mi vatra ca ana. ia painea, bea sana, traieste-ti nirvana. in corpore-i mens sana, ii zice mintea si-mi recorecteaza puntea, asta poate in limbaj de dereglaj, cu corp calos pe post de bobinaj, dar eu nu is preocupat ca nu-s in vreun sevraj, ma uit in sus, in minte, si ascult cuminte cuvant vibrat in inima, cuvinte ce-mi dau atat de mult prin tot ce se simte. e simplu, imi umplu cosu cu merinde, plante delirante prin forma si-s restante sa ma-nvete limba intuitiv-cuneiforma, varza verde, rosii tautologice ce-s ele, si ritmu ma pierde in superstringuri de prune, atomi de castraveti si alte lucruri-minune infiltrate istet in piete de catre precupeti. si-n ai mintii pereti ii intreb pe pere si pe struguri: ma, da' voi ce vreti? un cuplu de stari ce se tot joaca-n suisu-i pe scari sa ne observe si sa ne redefinim scopuri si cautari de explicatii despre vitamine, si proteine si bune vibratii pe stocuri.

Mnezienii, engleza, copilaria uitata, copilaria regasita si un ungher cu poezie...

Mnezienii...pe astia i-am inventat in 2009 cand m-am prins ca imi pot pune constiinta pe hard-driveuri de informatie de tip "personaj". am aflat asta experimentand de si pe capu meu, si afland ce facuse cu cateva saptamani mai devreme turbatu-minunatu de Heath Ledger cu crearea unui personaj prin folosirea unui jurnal, mi-a devenit evident ca se poate stoca informatie si abilitati relevante pe genul asta de suport. Am gandit si un pic mai departe, tocmai ce facusem cursul de hipnoza la Nlpisti si asta m-a ajutat si mai mult, pentru ca mi-a dat posibilitatea sa-mi imaginez un scenariu: noi, ca indivizi, lucram cu foarte putin activat, asta pe de o parte, pe de alta parte se spune ca inconstientul colectiv a fost construit in sute si mii de ani si ca ar contine informatii despre noi toti si despre ceea ce s-a intamplat si creat de-a lungul umanitatii si ca poate fi accesat, si pe de a treia parte e vorba despre informatie de tip akashic, nivelul superior maxim de stocare a informatiei de orice gen, acolo unde sta Tot. adica, pe scurt, mi-a fatat imaginatia un plan: sa vad cat anume e recuperabil sau cat anume imi este accesabil si accesibil din zonele asta, asa ca aveam nevoie de un i.d. Simplu. si mai departe mergand un pic am inteles ca imi trebuie mai multe i.d.uri si ca accesari de genu asta, pirat, e bine sa fie facute de un crew. asa ca mi-am imaginat un intreg crew de debunkeri de cautatori de informatii si de reparatori, pe care i-am imaginat sub numele de mnezieni. pentru ca menirea lor e sa-si aduca aminte. si l-am tot luat, in ultimii aproape cinci ani, la luminat-surpriza pe unu dintre ei, si l-am surprins citind tot felul de bucati de informatii disparate, asa cum si apucam sa scriu despre ei, in mijlocul altor povesti care n-aveau nimic de-a face cu ei si brusc, mnezianul citea si nu stiu ce informatie de pe vreun obscur canal de youtube pe care l-am creat tot eu cu nu stiu exact ce scopuri. Pentru ca a fost experiential-simpatica perioada in care toate astea mi-au scapat de sub control si m-am trezit comportandu-ma in lumea reala precum ca vreunu dintre personaje, ceea ce a si construit, ce-i drept, si mai mult si mai bine la structura de ansamblu. in fine, ideea e simpla: o echipa intreaga de personaje-imaginare, identificate prin nuante si contururi, preluate individual si in echipa, prin modelare-autohipnotica, adica eu devenind pe rand fiecare din aia si toti odata, ancorand pe fiecare in parte si asamblandu-mi astfel, un program de accesare a arhivelor, pentru ca ajungeam sa functionam, in echipa, precum un tot care, atunci cand renuntam sa fiu mnezian si sa reintru in pozitia meta, cea a autorului-observator, atunci adunam fructele si evident, supra-mentalul, ansamblajul. si exact asa am procedat, i-am gandit dornici de informare si upgrade constant, i-am ambalat bine de tot, le-am dat directii de deplasare, si apoi mi-am vazut de treaba cu alte proiecte. iar ei, ca indivizi-membri ai aceluiasi program de functionare si rulare, au tot aparut sporadic sa imi transmita, prin ceea ce scriam, varii informatii. si totul a fost foarte fain-simpatic pana ce unu din ei a inceput sa devina cuantic si prevedea in atata detaliu scenete din viitorul apropiat, incat m-a frapat, asa un pic, si am trecut la a-i cauta si la a ma intreba: ma, ce pana mea am vrut sa zic eu de fapt cu mnezienii astia si ce tot apar ei asa tam-nesam in mijlocu lu povestile? of, si le facusem si finalele, cu mnezianul care citeste informatia din perspectiva autorului,mare jmecherie..., dar acuma finalul e la Alexandrina, deci n-o sa mai aiba saracii, final. eh, tipic mnezienilor, si asa reusesc si ei sa ramana in existenta evolutiva, fara finalitate...

Harta generala a stiintelor nu vrea sa arate altfel decat fix precum galaxia noastra, Calea Lactee(imi place numele ei)

E minunat, nu? iar saitu de pe care l-am sustras marsav, se cheama cam asa ceva:


http://www.wired.com/wiredscience/2009/03/mapofscience/


asa, dupa ce mi-am facut datoriile de inhabitant bine intentionat al zonei asteia de lume "virtuala", pot sa mai zic si vreo doo cuvinte, ca doar nu ma costa, nu? nope.


pai, baietii nu ramane decat sa isi uneasca, pe segmente de harta, pe stiinte in sine, toate mintile lucitoare, stralucitoare, sau ce se mai angajeaza azi in zonele astea ale "realitatii". uniti pe zone de lucru, ma gandesc ca n-ar fi prea complicat sa le traduca pe toate, in asa fel incat orice om sa aiba ACCES la sistemul de DREPT, intelegere de plecare in domeniul ESENTEI umane, FILOZOFIE, adicatelea. si tot asa. da, asta ar presupune ca TOATA LUMEA ar avea acces la reprezentarea noastra ALCHIMICA a lumilor fictive, in care facultatile sunt de fapt forme de initiere, de setare AFECTIVA si cognitiva(deocamdata, doar, cu litere mici) SIMPLIFICARE, adica, sau KISS, adica Keep It Simple, Stupid. nu e greu, cu ceva empatie fata de oamenii "de sub voi", fata de cei incuiati la poarta kafkiana a sistemelor birocratice, legale, blabla. Se poate? eu zic ca se poate, de ce nu? :)


Apropos, a fost sau nu revolutie pasnica in Republica Moldova, ceva mai devreme? asta, asa, ca inclusiv ecranele de computer merita cate un refresh din vreme in vreme. noi de ce n-am merita-o?

hodoronc-tronc-galactic

din marele vas in care erau continute compartimentele cu dualitate, intr-o dimineata viitoare, se revarsa un amestec cameleonic din punct de vedere chimic, cu reactii acide, reveniri spectaculoase la stadii esterice, culori ce serpuiesc libere, ametind retina interna curioasa de ceea ce se petrece cu inconstientul colectiv. Se pare ca s-au fisurat TOATE separarile, TOATE compartimentele au dat voie, spatial, ca binele sa se impleteasca intr-un melanj de autocunoastere si autoacceptare, intunericul si lumina se zbat intr-un sah galactic in care piesele sunt stele si sori, luni si eclipse, toate deodata devenind lichide si amestecandu-se intr-o nebunie vesela. TOTUL redevine el insusi. Renasterea universalului, in acea dimineata dadea fiori sinaptici realitatii care o privea amestecata la randu-i in dansul saltimbanc al paradisului jucaus. observatorul nu isi mai punea de mult problema daca este observat sau cel care priveste, unda sau particula, daca relativitatea se aplica sau nu astazi, daca mai exista un astazi, in schizofrenia armonioasa a mintii umane colective, a mintii universale retrezite, constienta din nou de sine insasi. noi, copiii diminetii viitorului, vom fi cei ce vor sari in cap in propria constiinta, pentru a o putea renaste pe cea universala. ramane, cu toate astea, o intrebare pe buzele amalgamate cu supernove si in ochii ce privesc dinspre praful stelar se citeste o usoara mirare:

cine au fost perforatorii? cine a spart atat de sincron compartimentele cu concepte si cu antiteze? cine a zambit cu spirit de Gavroche spre marea frumoasa de fiinte adormite in uitarea UNITATII, care se va trezi buimaca in propria-i divinitate? cine a crezut in faptul ca o echipa de mici sabotori galactici vor redescoperi atlandida in interiorul propriei curti? cine a stiut ca arhetipalul uman isi poarta, asa cum ne-a fost promis, din anul 2000 apocalipsa, chiar acolo, chiar pe Terra? ca renasterea, Dumnezeu, raiul, divinitatea, accesul la universal, sunt prezente de atunci, si ca nu aveam de facut decat sa-ntindem mana? si pur si simplu sa intelegem naturaletea verbului: "a apartine"?

dar chiar si astea erau trase in vartejul multicolor, haotic si in perfect echilibru...

MOLDOVA-5

Kelly J. Munroe este o americanca pe care am cunoscut-o saptamana trecuta, pe un site international fondat de fiica lui Deepak Chopra, Intent.com Cand am auzit despre revolutia din Moldova, da, revolutia, am zis ca ar fi o idee sa auda si lumea din afara sferei noastre despre asta. Da, stiu, utopic, idealist, blabla. Dar, am postat, si..pe langa cele cateva mesaje de compasiune postate ca reply la comentariile mele, o persoana, un om, strain de toate cele, a avut curiozitatea sa intrebe ce e aia Republica Moldova, cu ce se mananca, etc. Kelly este pasionata de limbi straine, de culturi straine, este un om incredibil, care a investit multa energie intr-o problema care, concret, nu o afecteaza si nu o poate vedea in mod direct. profilul ei, in caz ca va intereseaza mai multe, de pe intent.com: http://www.intent.com/khamisa/profile.

A urmat un schimb de mailuri, care zic eu, sunt interesante, macar din prisma faptului ca cineva care nu e nici moldovean si nici roman, s-a sinchisit sa intrebe si sa spuna "imi pare rau". Si nu doar atat. Pentru ca si-a montat blogu pe awarness in directia asta. Interesant, nu? :)
Acestea sunt mailurile in care am discutat, saptamana trecuta, despre ce se intampla in Chisinau si in lume, primul venind ca raspuns la comentariul meu, cum ca cnn nu a difuzat nimic despre REVOLUTIE:




From: Kelly J. Munroe
To: mihai radutu-mocanu
Subject: Moldova
Date: Wed, 04/08/2009 - 18:11

Mihai, by what means are you keeping abreast of the conflict? Would you share that with the rest of us? Obviously, it's not CNN. Is there a website of some sort?

Kelly





Date: Thu, 04/09/2009 - 03:49

Hi, Kelly. I watch it at my national tv stations. There were a lot of images in the first day live. The interest is due to the fact that we speak the same language, and we've been the same country, but because of the ww2, when the "powers" splitted countries as they felt, we got separated, and they ended at the Sovietic Union, that let them go after that, but only "oficially". After their revolution started, the panic of the communist and their chiefs experience with revolutions made them do the following:

-they accused, oficcialy, my country, Romania, of submination of power(to get the attention of the international states away)
-they declared our ambasador there persona non gratta(that is a measure applied onlly in case of war)
-they reinstated visas for romanians(so that our youth won't go help our brothers in the streets)

So....this is kinda it, we stoped seeing on tv stuff. We don't get news from there, since we don't have any more journalists, that are romanians and don't have visas, that were reinstated while they were there, so, as in any normal state, they were thrown out.

As usual, BBC rules. I truly love those people. :)

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/europe/7987608.stm

Wish you well,
Mihai.





From: Kelly J. Munroe
To: mihai radutu-mocanu
Subject: Re: Moldova
Date: Thu, 04/09/2009 - 06:12

Oh, Mihai...Îmi pare rău.

Please know, that my prayers are with you, your Romanian brothers, and Moldova. And, you're absolutely correct...the BBC rules! I'm going to their site, and see if I can find additional information and updates. Mihai, as best as you can, please continue to update the Intent community...for now, you are the voice of Moldova. I've started a blog...with your permission, I'd like to copy and paste your posts (I see that there's two), on my site. Do you have your own blog site? If so, I'll make sure to visit it, once you give me the address. My thoughts are with you.


Kelly



From: Kelly J. Munroe
To: mihai radutu-mocanu
Subject: Conflict In Moldova
Date: Thu, 04/09/2009 - 07:37

Mihai, please clarify this for me. I just read a little on the BBC; and, I'm trying to get a handle on what's going on. I understand, that Romania and Moldova were once one nation. Is that correct? They're now separated. Are both countries wanting to be rejoined? The BBC has suggested, that Romania is behind the protests. I don't believe much of what comes out of Russia...I take what they say with a grain of salt. What's going on, really? It's just a bit confusing. Does Moldova want to be rejoined with Romania? Does Moldova want to be its own independant state...not attatched to Russia or Romania? Clarify this, please :-)

Kelly






Date: Thu, 04/09/2009 - 14:54

Hi, Kelly. :) Thank you so much for your interest and for all your emotions towards all of this. It's overwhelming, really. thank you. :)

I just home now after an exhausting day, so I'm a little discombobulated. So, I'll try making a list to respond to everything you asked.

1. I'm just working on my blog, I didn't relase it yet, but here is the adress. I'm not sure how much help would it be, there are only 2 posts, in romanian, and are some sort of social, human wake up call, but not related to moldova situation. I found out that the revolutionaries blamed us and the "powers" that we're not helping them. They said something like I said on my posts: they will go to jail, have problems, etc, because no one is helping them. So, on the way back home I thought that I'd post something about Moldova and release it. After your messages, I'm sure I'll do that tonight, altough it's late and I'm tired. Perhaps I can do a double post and translate what I say in english as well for you and the people you talk to and that joined you and your blog.

2. Yes, Kelly, of course, you cand post everything I'm writing to you, I didn't write it in the discussion list, first because no one seemed so interested as you about this matter, and I thought, ok, I shouldn't continue here. And second, because I got the first message from you here, and I thought that you're more ok with this way. Third, because we write a lot in this form, and again we would have filled the space for intents space. And finally, fourth, this is not the site's purpouse, and the beautifull intent of Chopra's child should be perserved by us, the users. :)

3. Yes, Moldova was part of Romania. People there speak the same language, have almost the same habits(not all of them admirable :P, but this is us, in good and bad) The problem with my country's history is that it went through so much dominations, "integrations" in several empires, that if you look only at the dates, then we have a history as a state, only since The Big Union in 1918. And not even then, because after that, came the WW2, where we did some confusing(at least to me) stuff, now joined the non-fascist/nazies/etc countries, and after that, because of fear of our leaders that then were morons and Psychothic persons(Ion Antonescu and co) we joined Germany at the end of war. So, because of that, even though we have fight for most part of ww2, we got punished. And payed our toll: "Republic Moldova"(we, now, at this moment, have three regions in our country: Transilvania, Tara Romaneasca and Moldova-yep, Moldova, but not "Republic Moldova") was taken by Soviets, war debt for a long period, and reduced rights. Because I can imagine that this may be confusing to anybody that reads it(for me as well, because I live in a strange country, with strange people and, why not, veeery strange history) I'll try to resume here with this part.

4. NO, Romania did not plot this. Why? Well, that is sooo simple. We can't. Romania is a weak country in a political and diplomatic sense. Even if, let's say, our government would have ploted this and would have succeded. Then what? Romania couldn't have done a damn thing about it. In absolutely no way I can believe that my country's impotent leadership could have even begin imagining such a thing.

5. Yes, a lot of romanian people would like that we could be again a whole country. But this is just a dream. Why? Because I don't care about borders as long as, at communicating and interacting we are the same, we can be friends and visit each other. "Country" for me it's just a word when it comes to speaking about way of being and human being. Yes, when it comes to violating brutally(usa vs anybody that got something that can make money) then border becomes meaningfull. So, in this case, if the majority of romanians and the majority of moldavians want unification, then I like that, because it's the wish of the people. But I, for one, don't want that. Because, I repeat, I don't care for borders.

6. Why Voronin had the guts to accuse Romania about a thing that's obvious for a lot of people that Romania it's not able to do? Because the first words that were written by the students in the center of Republic Moldova contained the word "Romania". Why? Because, for them, Romania equals Europe, freedom, escape from poverty and mind domination, fear, etc. Because, you know, Romania is part of the European Union, so it has rights and privileges that moldavians cannot even start dreaming about. Normal human stuff, that now is regarded as common sense for a lot of states, in Moldova don't exist. I remember the shock that I had, back in 2001-2002, when a moldavian band called Zdob si Zdub sang in one of their songs something like that: "Down there in the valley lights and light-bullbs apeared"(Dansuri from the album Zdubii bateti tare) You know? Shocking stuff because no one in my country EVER maid the distiction, in an usual conversation, beetwen lights and light-bulbs. It may appear nothing but from that I understood that they said it so natural and humble because not a lot of houses had electricity. So, I started asking around. And found HARD-CORE stuff. I mean, wow! It was hallucinant to learn about this poor wonderfull people that were saying nice stuff and good-intentioned stuff. And I understood that, because of these differences we no longer were the same people. Yes, we are the same in language, and a lot of habits as I said above. But, a lot was now different in my eyes.

7. So, in conclusion: we do not try to steal their country. we are a powerless state. we have power only because our alliances with ONU, NATO and UE. that's it. nothing else. and as long as THEY don't do anything to help those poor young people, none of us can. It's sad, very very sad. I feel helpless, but I promise that I will continue posting and talking to as much people as I can.

Thank you, Kelly. Thank you so so much. You have no idea how soothing is this. Everything. You, creating a blog for a country that you knew little before all this, beeing interested about it and caring. If only 20% of world politicians would have your humanity, we would be a singing planet :).

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